Stop waiting for that 'perfect; boy.
He's not out there.
There's no such thing as fairytale.
Your life isn't an 80's movie.
If you push that boy away, he's not gonna come back and comfort you.
He's gonna leave.
Life isn't like a movie.
Stop expecting it to be.
But there is such a thing as love.
So find it, just with your hopes not as high.