Wednesday, July 22, 2015

Sucks everything

It hurts to let go,
but sometimes 
it hurts more to 
hold on. 

Yeahhh kill me bitch,

At some point i will realize
tht i hv done too much fr someone,
tht the only next possible step to do is
Leave them alone.
Walk away.
Its not like i giving up
and its not like i shouldn't try
it just tht i hv to draw the line of determination from desperation.
wht is truly my will eventually be my,
and wht is not,
no matter how hard im try,
will never be.

Starting today,
I need to forget wht's gone.
Appreciate wht still remains
and looking forward
to whts coming next.

Roses are red,
Violet are blue,

sincerely me ; xoxo


you know whut
the minute i think of giving up
i think of the reason why
i held on so long.

I'm wasting time with loved you all my life.
i get nothing
i'm sick of making this worse
i'm sick of being hurt
i'm sick of crying myself to sleep
i'm sick of hating everyone
i'm sick of  faking a smile
i'm sick of feeling this way
i'm sick of letting people down
i'm sick of being me

 it sucks, you know.
when everything is doing fine then,
it all crashes again.

and the worst part is,
i really dont want to try and put
it all back together again,
but i have to.