Just because we don't talk anymore.

Just because we don't talk anymore


Doesn't mean i've forgotten abt u, it doesn't
mean that i no longer care.
Truth is i still do. I do my best to check up on u,
to see how u r doing.
To see if u r okay, but everytime i get to urge to
talk to u,
it suddenly hits me that, we're strangers, u dont
want me in ur life,
hence the reason i'm no longer a part of u.
But even though everything's change; i just want u
to know that,
i'm still here. I'll still be here fr u,
i'm still lend u my shoulders and ears.
I don't care what time it is, what im doing.
Don't hesitate to talk to me, because half the time, i
wish that u we're talking to me.
I just miss ur presence, i miss you being my best
friend, i just miss u.

You are not in a movie, Wake up bitchass

Stop waiting for that 'perfect; boy.
He's not out there.
There's no such thing as fairytale.
Your life isn't an 80's movie.
If you push that boy away, he's not gonna come back and comfort you.
He's gonna leave.
Life isn't like a movie.
Stop expecting it to be.
But there is such a thing as love.
So find it, just with your hopes not as high.

Sucks everything

It hurts to let go,

but sometimes 

it hurts more to 

hold on. 

Yeahhh kill me bitch,

At some point i will realize

tht i hv done too much fr someone,

tht the only next possible step to do is

        STOP

Leave them alone.

Walk away.

Its not like i giving up

and its not like i shouldn't try

it just tht i hv to draw the line of determination from desperation.

wht is truly my will eventually be my,

and wht is not,

no matter how hard im try,

will never be.

Starting today,

I need to forget wht's gone.

Appreciate wht still remains

and looking forward

to whts coming next.

Roses are red,

Violet are blue,

DIE BITCH DIE. 

sincerely me ; xoxo

fml

Hye
you know whut
the minute i think of giving up
i think of the reason why
i held on so long.

shitzzzzss
I'm wasting time with loved you all my life.
i get nothing
i'm sick of making this worse
i'm sick of being hurt
i'm sick of crying myself to sleep
i'm sick of hating everyone
i'm sick of  faking a smile
i'm sick of feeling this way
i'm sick of letting people down
i'm sick of being me

fuckerzzzzssss
 it sucks, you know.
when everything is doing fine then,
it all crashes again.

and the worst part is,
i really dont want to try and put
it all back together again,
but i have to.

Classmate ABC

 bersyukur gila siaa dapat classsmate macam diorang  hahahaha dekak gila wehh. Nak nak major semua time puasa ni CUTI  haha lagilahh. Best dohh diorang ajak beli air gedegangg hahah tak sah kalau tak kantoii. dah berapa kali dah kantoi hahahaha. Semoga ramadhan ni Allah memberi petunjuk pada hamba mu ini aamiin.

Marhaban ya ramadhan

#RamadhandiMRSM

This summer's gonna hurt like motherf***ker

Hye,
 this holiday was so fucking damn bored and hurt me
I felt so lifeless and useless

I lost my friend 

she gone 

left me alone 

without tell me 

what problem that I have done to her

 

This seriously make me cry

My heart broke into pieces 

But it's okay 

Cause I still can see you smile with your happiness

My heart broke into pieces 

But it's okay 

Cause I still love and crush on you

                                                                                   Bye,