Friday, January 1, 2016

Just because we don't talk anymore.

Just because we don't talk anymore

Doesn't mean i've forgotten abt u, it doesn't
mean that i no longer care.
Truth is i still do. I do my best to check up on u,
to see how u r doing.
To see if u r okay, but everytime i get to urge to
talk to u,
it suddenly hits me that, we're strangers, u dont
want me in ur life,
hence the reason i'm no longer a part of u.
But even though everything's change; i just want u
to know that,
i'm still here. I'll still be here fr u,
i'm still lend u my shoulders and ears.
I don't care what time it is, what im doing.
Don't hesitate to talk to me, because half the time, i
wish that u we're talking to me.
I just miss ur presence, i miss you being my best
friend, i just miss u.

Friday, September 18, 2015

You are not in a movie, Wake up bitchass

Stop waiting for that 'perfect; boy.
He's not out there.
There's no such thing as fairytale.
Your life isn't an 80's movie.
If you push that boy away, he's not gonna come back and comfort you.
He's gonna leave.
Life isn't like a movie.
Stop expecting it to be.
But there is such a thing as love.
So find it, just with your hopes not as high.

Wednesday, July 22, 2015

Sucks everything

It hurts to let go,
but sometimes 
it hurts more to 
hold on. 

Yeahhh kill me bitch,

At some point i will realize
tht i hv done too much fr someone,
tht the only next possible step to do is
Leave them alone.
Walk away.
Its not like i giving up
and its not like i shouldn't try
it just tht i hv to draw the line of determination from desperation.
wht is truly my will eventually be my,
and wht is not,
no matter how hard im try,
will never be.

Starting today,
I need to forget wht's gone.
Appreciate wht still remains
and looking forward
to whts coming next.

Roses are red,
Violet are blue,

sincerely me ; xoxo


you know whut
the minute i think of giving up
i think of the reason why
i held on so long.

I'm wasting time with loved you all my life.
i get nothing
i'm sick of making this worse
i'm sick of being hurt
i'm sick of crying myself to sleep
i'm sick of hating everyone
i'm sick of  faking a smile
i'm sick of feeling this way
i'm sick of letting people down
i'm sick of being me

 it sucks, you know.
when everything is doing fine then,
it all crashes again.

and the worst part is,
i really dont want to try and put
it all back together again,
but i have to.

Sunday, June 28, 2015

Classmate ABC

 bersyukur gila siaa dapat classsmate macam diorang  hahahaha dekak gila wehh. Nak nak major semua time puasa ni CUTI  haha lagilahh. Best dohh diorang ajak beli air gedegangg hahah tak sah kalau tak kantoii. dah berapa kali dah kantoi hahahaha. Semoga ramadhan ni Allah memberi petunjuk pada hamba mu ini aamiin.

Tuesday, June 2, 2015

This summer's gonna hurt like motherf***ker

 this holiday was so fucking damn bored and hurt me
I felt so lifeless and useless

I lost my friend 
she gone 
left me alone 
without tell me 
what problem that I have done to her
This seriously make me cry

My heart broke into pieces 
But it's okay 
Cause I still can see you smile with your happiness

My heart broke into pieces 
But it's okay 
Cause I still love and crush on you